Desiring a "Happily Ever After"
Fighting the Temptation to Give Up on Love and Marriage
|By Sheri Rose Shepherd
Bestselling Author and Bible Life Coach
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don't know where you stand today with the man you love or loved—or if
are single, divorced, separated, or widowed. I can tell you, though, that if
you've been hurt, you can be sure Your heavenly Father knows how hard it is
to love and forgive the one who caused you pain. Yet regardless of the relational devastation you face, no one can keep you from finishing strong for God's
I was raised in a non-Christian home. My parents have each been married
and divorced to three different people. As part of several blended families,
all I understood about marriage when I was growing up was "unhappily ever
after." But then I became a Christian at twenty-four and married my husband,
Steve, just a few years later. Because of my love for God and my husband, I
honestly didn't think anything could shake my own marriage or faith.
In the summer of 2007, however, my happily ever after was wiped out and my
faith was tested. The family foundation I had worked so hard to build and
protect was almost destroyed, along with my ministry, in that season of my life.
I truly believed that God had forsaken me.
I had just finished writing my book for mothers about raising sons to become
godly husbands. As I excitedly ran upstairs to e-mail the manuscript to the
publisher, I suddenly felt as if something dark hovered over me. My passion
for the book's message was drowned out by the fear of an attack from the
enemy that could come against me and my family if I stepped on his territory . . .
young men and their future marriages.
I called the publisher and said I'd need to wait and pray for courage before
submitting the manuscript. I went to my son, Jake, who was eighteen years
old and a senior in high school at the time, and asked him if he had any
plans of rebelling against his faith once he graduated from high school. I
told him I was willing to give him freedom to find his own faith in Christ, but
I didn't want to put out a book about raising boys if my own son was going
to walk away from the Lord. He reassured me that he was strong in his faith
and that he felt I should publish the book. I decided to take the chance to
make a difference and sent in the manuscript.
The book began climbing the charts, and everything seemed to be going well.
I even began speaking with my son at conferences for mothers of boys. Then
three months into my book tour, my fear of attack hit. My husband had taken
a job that we had both prayed for. This job appeared to be a blessing; however,
his new position required him to violate some of the boundaries we had put in
place to protect our marriage, and we ended up separated.
There I was in the public eye of ministry, fighting to save future marriages, and
somehow my own marriage was falling apart. My son was devastated by the
division between me and his dad. It was too hard for him to deal with all his
confusion, pain, and anger, so he took a break from his faith and began using
drugs and alcohol to comfort himself. I had always known to run to God for
cover when there was a great attack, but now I felt like He had left me alone
on the battlefield to fight for myself. It appeared that all I had believed about
God and all my effort to build a strong foundation for my own family had
been shattered. My pain, my shame, and my life were an embarrassment.
I felt as if I were battling an out-of-control fire that would burn up everything
I loved and lived for. Every night I would cry myself to sleep as I struggled
to understand why God had not protected me while I was attempting to
accomplish something for His glory.
One night I could not take it anymore, so I fell to my knees and told God I
either wanted Him to fix my family or I wanted to quit the ministry. Then I felt
the Lord asking me a bigger question: Was My life, given on a cross for you,
not enough for you to finish strong even if it means surrendering the life you
wanted? For the first time I realized that my heart's true desire was to feel
loved and secure, and yet no man on earth could love me the way my Lord
does. In that moment of crisis I found the true meaning of following Christ.
God had not forsaken me, but He did want to free me from depending on
others to give me my happily ever after.
That night I gave my heart's deepest desire to God and chose to follow Him
at any cost. In exchange, He gave me something so much better; He gave
me peace that was more powerful than my circumstances. My faith was no
longer in people; it was in Christ alone. Although nothing outwardly had
changed yet, I had been changed. Today, Steve and I have celebrated
twenty-five years of marriage, and our son serves God with His whole heart.
He and his bride have given us our first grandbaby girl. However, to be
honest, restoring our marriage was excruciatingly painful and more difficult
than either of us expected. As hard as this trial was, it taught me a valuable
lesson: our Lord is the God of comfort and the author of a new beginning.
He can and will rebuild a beautiful life out of any broken heart willing to make
a change. He will use one sacrificial choice; one act of forgiveness; one
sincere, repentant heart; and one woman who is willing to step out in faith
and start rebuilding with His love for His glory.
I lift up my eyes to the mountains—where does my help come from? My help
comes from the LORD, the Maker of heaven and earth. (Psalm 121:1-2)
For more teaching from the Your Heart's Desire book and Bible study, visit www.biblelifecoaching.com.
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Friday, October 26, 2012
Over the next few months as I heal from a broken wrist, I will be taking it easy blogging, doing a little less myself, but still bringing you a select few giveaways as always and some great guest posts. For the next few months you will find under the tab Your Heart's Desire guest posts from author Sheri Rose Shepard and her latest book and bible study. I hope you will read these and be encouraged!
There will be a series of 8 posts from Your Heart's Desire, so be sure to check back regularly for each one. If you enjoy the posts please pick up a copy of the paperback or kindle e-book!
***Please note that I received no form of monetary compensation for this post, or the guest posts. I did receive a copy of the book for my own enjoyment as a thank you. The opinions expressed in this post are my own and were not influenced in any way. ***
Thursday, October 25, 2012
Welcome to the Hoppin’ Halloween Giveaway Hop hosted by MamaNYC! We’re celebrating Halloween with an amazing event that’ll feature ALL sorts of prizes, which means there is going to be plenty of prizes you’ll want to get your hands on! With over 90 blogs participating, Hoppin’ Halloween is surely going to be a BLAST! This event will run from October 25-31st so you will definitely have plenty of time to enter all of our giveaways. Good luck and Happy Halloween!
Seasons Harvest recently gave our family the chance to review one of their gourmet food gift packs. Seasons Harvest products are currently available in their Mother store in Harbert, Michigan and at the Farmer's Market in South Bend, or online. We choose to review the Temptation Classics Pasta Sauces, which can ship in packs of two or four or individually. Seasons Harvest gift packs make great hostess gifts or Holiday gifts. They offer a variety of gift packs such as sauces, condiments, salad dressings, dessert sauces, and even more. Each gift pack in a category is interchangeable as well, so you can arrange it exactly as you want! Wouldn't it feel wonderful to show up to Thanksgiving or Christmas dinner with a gourmet gift pack your host or hostess will surely appreciate?! You can also order any of their 63 products individually.
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We tried the pasta sauce pack of four which included 4 - 24 oz Temptation Classic Pasta Sauces including: Vodka Sauce, Tomato Basil Sauce, Portobello Mushroom, and Puttanesca Sauce. We enjoyed playing around with different pasta varieties as well as adding chicken or beef to enhance our dishes. I would have to say that I most enjoyed the Vodka Sauce, although I liked them all. It was different than most pasta sauces that I have tried since it wasn't a pure tomato base or an Alfredo sauce. It was somewhere in-between and a nice change. I also liked that the Portobello Mushroom sauce was hearty enough that I didn't need to add meat. I would recommend this one for vegetarians. My husband prefers homemade but thought the sauces were pretty impressive for throwing together a quick meal. Did I mention they are affordable too? Our pack of 4 retails for $32.50, or roughly $8 a jar. I am not sure I would ever buy this for myself, but I would definitely use Seasons Harvest for sending Holiday gifts to my hard-to-shop-for relatives such as my uncles. I am sure they would love a change from the usual sausage and cheese basket I send them.
|My Husband enjoying some Portobello Mushroom Spaghetti|
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Seasons Harvest not only offers a wide variety of gourmet food products, the also offer corporate gifting and fundraising programs. You can also find some great recipes on Facebook and a cookbook available for purchase from Chef Lynn Miller, Seasons Harvest's own Corporate Chef.
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***Please note that I received no form of monetary compensation for this post. I did receive a sample of the product to try in order to write a fair and honest review. The opinions expressed in this review are my own and were not influenced in any way. Please note that I am not responsible for the delivery of this prize and can not be held accountable if, for any reason, is it not received. ***